about the world and my place in it if there is one reserved for me. I had been denied when I was little fooled everyone around pretending to be unhurtable while bleeding to death on the inside. Hurt myself lots and lots of times still doing so rejecting everyone who means to be nice and gets close - too close? I realized that's not the way to lead a life destined to be a happy one. And now I'm learning. The sunset gets brighter. I am a child again learning to make friends. Learning to get hurt and recover again. |